Ummm...

1. I liked the movie UNFAITHFUL , its about raw emotions, about the beast in us , about the love in us , about mistakes we make and how far we go in expressing love and possessiveness of wife , family and home. Diane Lane was too powerful , i think the story line was the important reason for success and portrayed both sides of a husband and wife. There isnt any movie i know of and wanted to watch but didnt , except HeyRam.

2. I had gone to the Slot machine, it was quite some time after vegas , ofcourse nto to gamble but to accompany a friend. It was never fun nor was it boring... POKER was much better , atleast you have a chance to use your brain rather than slot machines where you only have the chance to lose. That 777 was just not coming .... I had played Black jack in vegas with friends , i could never recollect me spending my own in any of these lol..

3. I met a gay man finally , only question i asked was , does he believe it is genetic or a chosen lifestyle and i was replied with what i didnt chose to believe so long , GENETIC! , trying to understand a sexual preference is not worth it , just that a stimulus is needed and there is pleasure out of stimulus , either self induced or externally induced by a man or a woman with or without love , in marriage or outside. What more is there to say !

4. I think bar is the best place to talk philosophy , especially to drunkards , who if at all they make sense , do only when they get drunk. Intoxication of any kind is slavery and not a natural way but induced way of happiness. I am not sure why i maintain such a discipline , i always think i would be embarking on a more sincere and earnest spiritual voyage sometime in future and preparing my body as a vehicle to be attuned to the same i guess.. the seriousness is currently not there , i dont know what is that push i require to move to the next stage, workin on it , no hurries!

5. i received that mail , it said everything it had to in such delicate words which was neither transparent or hidden. It had everything in it , a few line compendium of human confusion and how each of us struggle, and how certain inevitablities have to be rather than lived with , to be be understood and dealt once and for all, easily said though...

6. My photos of the holywell national park is still to be developed, i need to also find a site to upload them and include it in my Blog. I havent even tried audio blog so far. I guess i need to find a way to get rid of tiredness , which makes me less productive in work and makes me work long hours. Eating and Sleeping habits i suspect could be a reason for this problem.

7. Disagreeing is a part of life , i guess is need to take it in right spirits, debate i love them , it triggers the intellectual part of the self, i guess at the end there should be some learning though , time spent on anything should be fruitful and helping to move forward. Being unduly sensitive will cause only suffering, i guess mental strength and vigour to accept criticism whether be just or not , should be developed. Suffering is always self induced is a very helpful mantra, life should drift away from you , most of time it should be in your control.

8. My only materialistic desire is to get some disposable gift from tex, and a laptop to stay hooked in the net. Probably a Nikkon F-100 to just finally add one more to the list. Jam is learning Bharatanatyam , much to learn together from her experiences. I should start posting my 11 part Carnatic series on the blog as and when i find time. I also plan to write some fiction if time would permit.

9. There is so much i have learnt and received through Internet, but there is a huge chunk of potential people who dont contribute back , i feel iam one of them. I think i would serve in return using this blog to build it in future. My writings i hope would get more matured, real, and useful and creative as i tend to mould my thinking , writing and making this worth readable. Iam trying to make in these inital blogs , the habit of writing daily as a practice.

10. I think the main idea behind blogs , definitely love this concept , is to bring about the so many untapped talents with ourseleves in expression and ideas/views/opinions which can be shared both political/ personal/ promotional and get a place in this virtual web to bring in the voice of the unspoken by making it easy through bringing in a daily diary to the web. The art of web publishing will change the future of many book sellers , as the story develops people would be more interested to read it i feel rather than reading an entire book at one go as it used to be. Authors would have sites and post chapter by chapter , privelaged audience would have their share of reading with associated logins and will also be entitled for a hardcopy at the end of the book.

11. Have to read the Da Vinci Code , one of my friends just told me that female divinity was systematically removed from Bible and Da Vinci who himself was a pagan then and courtship painter did draw many hidden pagan symbols in his numerous paintings including the Last Supper.