My Anxiety

my anxiety is not a word of feeling

my anxiety is my pleasure and my sorrow

my anxiety is my need and my forfeit

my anxiety is my motivation and depression

my anxiety is my passion and revulsion

my anxiety is my ever crisscrossing other half

my anxiety is my never quenching thirst

my anxiety is my never fullfilling dreams

my anxiety is my never acheivable pursuits

my anxiety is my living pulse check

my anxiety is my only hope

my anxiety is my only inspiration

my anxiety though my ignorance ,

its I who had befriended, hence its I who should leave or live with it